| Unfathomable Saddness |
[Aug. 2nd, 2006|01:23 pm] |
Jesus, this really sucks bad. One of my best friends, if not, my best friend Rob Nowak has finally moved to Georgia. It is the saddest thing I have ever experienced in my entire life. Everyone was crying at the apartment. Myself, Kyle Green, Nick Bellemo, Liz Raduc, Kristina Zdunski and Rob Barker. Well, we were the only people that really mattered at least. there were other people crying their too, people like Sarah Walny that think they were really good friends with him. No one in this world has an emotion connection to Rob Nowak like the six people listed above, barring a few like Jamie Burnham. Well, it was the saddest thing ever and I was crying so hard, luckily I had Apryl O'Leary there to hug me, that really helped me out quite a bit, not to mention the fact I was tripping out on 4.5 grams of mushrooms. That realyl didn't help the matter. In my altered state I think that is the only reason why I didn't absolutely collapse and go crazy. The mushrooms kept me evened out. God, it was horrible.The whole experience made me think about other aspects of my life. I realized Ana is moving, I have screwed up my life in the short term, my relationship with my family is Godawfull. Things like that. All I can realyl say is I now have a great appreciation for the things that I have, because now I know what it feels like to lose them.
I love you Rob and I love you Chris, hopefully I will see you both soon. |
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| I have done it |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|11:49 am] |
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Well, I have finally done what I said I was going to do for a while. I finally have listened to Radiohead's complete discography. This morining all I have listened too is "Amnesiac" and "Hail To The Theif". Amnesiac is far better than I thought at first and I strongly recomend that any Radiohead fans that have disregarded the album thinking it to be a bunch of Kid A B-Sides to listen to it because I personaly enjoy it more than Kid A.
Highlight Tracks: Amnesiac
Packt Like Sardines In A Crushed Tin Box
Pull Pulk Revolving Doors
I Might Be Wrong
Knives Out
Like Spinning Plates
Highlight Tracks: Hail To The Thief
2+2=5
Sit Down. Stand Up.
Punch Up At A Wedding
Mxamatosis
A Wolf At The Door
Anyways, the other night Apryl and her sister had a party. It was pretty fun. I actually got to stay out past 12 for ther first time since my parents took me back in. Which has been seven monthes. So it was pretty cool. Im pissed didn't have the money to go to the Ion Dissonance show with Jack and them. I would have really liked to. I am trying to quit smoking and am doing a pretty good job, I guess.
OH, I FORGOT I AM GOING TO SEE FUCKING TOOL AGAIN SEPTEMBER 22ND AND THE NTWO DAYS LATER IN CLEVELAND WITH BILLY AND APRYL. FUCKING AMAZING!
This is going to be the worst two monthes EVER!
Until next time.....PISS! |
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| My life is pretty good |
[Jul. 20th, 2006|02:19 am] |
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So things are actually going well. Today I was at the counseling office and all we talked about was religon and people and their beleifs and such and I really got to thinking about Buddhists in particular. People that are so convinced they are right they ACTUALLY FOLLOW THEIR TEACHINGS. They try to be the best possible people they can be. Unlike people in other religons that claim to have certain beleifs, just so they can say it and hear it so it makes them comfortable so they can go on commiting sin thinking that they will go to heaven. People that THINK they are right and can't conceive anything else so they will kill others to try to prove they are right. As opposed to Buddhists that....blah blah blah. You get the idea. Anyways, I'm going shopping tomorrow with Jack Ventimigliafuck. He wants me to help him get a bowl, because I'm 18. Hopefully because he actually wants to hang out with me to. Tonight Jack, Ana, Kyle, Alex, Jessica and Dale all came over to my house and hung out in my backyard. It was pretty cool because I never have people over. I am very gratefull hat I am friends with so many cool and intelligent people. I hope I can become one of them. That's it, I am just grateful for the thigns that I have and I am going to try to show people how gratful I am to have them as friends. See you all later. |
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| Man oh man |
[Jul. 17th, 2006|01:41 pm] |
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Gah! I have been watching the news a lot lately and it has been getting me really depressed. I'm sick and tired of war death and destruction. People that have nothing and don't deserve it and myself that has everything and doesn't deserve it either. I stayed out until three at the apartment talking about shit with Roger and Rob then my dad woke me up by screaming at me because I didn't remember soemthing that he told me when I was half asleep. Then the other day at Danny Binkowski's party I almost got into a fight because Ric Struble(sp?) keeps accusing me of throwing a rock through the Hamblin's house. I had nothing to do with that shit. Luckily Kyle Green said he was waiting for Ric do hit me and he was gonna jump in.
BUT! There are some good things
-I met and hung out with Steve Cuff yesterday and i cant figure out why I never hear anything but negativity about the man. He is a cool motherfucker, he is really smart and funny so people need to shut the fuck up.
-I hate the show 'Strangers With Candy' but the movie was amazing, Stephen Colbert is a fucking genious.
-I really hope I have enough money to go to the Flaming Lips/Sonic Youth show with Ana. Anyone else that wants to go let me know, I have my car now. |
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| Stupid Fucking People |
[Jul. 13th, 2006|12:45 pm] |
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Seriously, I can't stand stupid fucking people. I am not a genious by any means, but it just pisses me off when people go round and demand respect from people when they will continually go and piss people off. Then, when someone says soemthing about it they will continue to be a dick. I can't stand fucking idiots. Listen I know that I say a lot of stupid shit that pisses people off, but I don't aggravate the situation to peopel that are mad at me either. Like the Keith Marcola thing, I said what I said and I don't feel bad about it but I know that a lto of peopel were mad at me so I didn't try to justify what i said, I just apologized and got over the situation AND MY EGO.
Sorry, this is turning into a rant and I don't want it too. Whatever soem people just need to shut their fucking mouths when people make fun of them and say shit. Becuase it was their dumbass mouths that got them in that situation in the first place. |
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